Thursday, June 15th, 2006
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10:48 pm - WOOT!
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MY 18TH BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!! i thought I'd let everyone know cause now I'm legal! and thats AWESOME! LETS GO PAAAARRTTAYY!!!
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Thursday, May 11th, 2006
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4:20 pm - RAINBOW STAGE!!!!!!!
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So..i havent really updated in a long time..Ive been sooo busy. But here's the real excitement.. I auditioned for rainbow stage and they called me back to read for dorothy (they're doing the Wizard of Oz) and it's my actual first time auditioning for rainbow stage so that kinda made my week. I also got called back to do a dance audition that went not so well...not to worried about that part tho. Anyways,I went to go read on tuesday and their were four girls who got called back to read for dorothy (one of which was me) Supposedly their were also 105 girls who auditioned for Dorothy. thats alota girls I also got to read with the actual actors and actress who are doing the parts on rainbow stage. And now i wait for the call to find out if i get the part or not. I realllllly want it.....sooooo bad.!!!!!! And if i do it would be sooo awesome and everyones gonna come see it..k? laterz!
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Thursday, April 13th, 2006
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4:25 pm
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So I know it's not for a while but I have to say Im so super de duper excited for my birthday party!!!!!! Practices will be starting soon, we had a meeting yesterday a little pointless since we never did anything till the last hour and a half but it was still fun and everyone got to see my nice huge bed!! which is so fabulous btw Anyways back on topic my birthday will be fabulous and super fun, Invitations will be made and sent out soon.... did i mention Colins my partner hehe... anyways yes thats all i got BE FABULOUS FOREVER! byee
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Sunday, April 2nd, 2006
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7:43 pm
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Life passes by and I never act fast enough Theirs times when I can't stop thinking about times when i could've done something different, changed what i couldve done. Rejection is what i fear most right now and i hate the feeling. Sometimes it even hurts and I cant stand it at all.
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Friday, March 24th, 2006
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4:21 pm - SPRING BREAK!!!!
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YAY FOR SPRING BREAK I SURE NEEDED YOU! oh man oh man spring break is finally here and i can't wait to chilax the whole time and of course party it up!! i don't really have any homework to do so it'll be a good ol time! Oh my birthday party plans are going great and i have my catillion all set up and together it makes me soo happy still need to figure out the second half of it tho..it should work out good! Im so excited, its gonna be great. well thats all i got for now later!
current mood: excited
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Saturday, March 18th, 2006
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5:52 pm
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This is so dumb i cant read my friends posts properly they dont show up gahh.. Im addicted to myspace thats why i havent been here for a long time. I'll try to come back! later!
current mood: annoyed
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Friday, February 17th, 2006
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4:07 am
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I TOTALLY GOT A MYSPACE ITS SOOO MUCH FUN!!!! I ALREADY HAVE 10 FRIENDS WHICH MAKES ME SUPER HAPPY! WELL 9 THAT TOM GUY DOESNT COUNT
OMG U OF M AUDITION TOMORROW! SO FRIGGIN NERVOUS THEROY EXAM WILL KILL ME SLEEP NOW LATERS!
current mood: nervous
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Saturday, February 4th, 2006
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11:23 pm
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right so canadian idol is gonna be at Portage Place as in the mall i mean WTF portage fucking place how the hell is that gonna work no way that im gonna sing on a stage in front of people in the mall!! NO FUCKING WAY!
Im guessing i passed french since mr evil french never phoned me back to tell me i failed. so WOO HOO no boring english track for me!
School starts up again on monday my timetable is pretty much booked! odd days bio math applied english choir bio math consumer
even days english math applied spare lunch math consumer bio
and yah still need an escort for y b-day sarah is convinced i should ask Joel so is my mom for some weird reason and Im supposed to ask him on wednesday when i totally cant and it'll be at the Viscount Gort Hotel for sure and Im getting a room over night for me and my friends!! lol it'll be great and my dress it so pretty! anyways not much else bye
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Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
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2:39 pm
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so..life sucks...big time french will most likely fail..Srivastava gave me another chance to boost up my mark don't think it'll help waiting to see if he calls today to tell me Ive failed if he doesnt phone everythings good...I just hate waiting OH MAN WAITING KILLS ME I SWEAR I'LL DIE BY IT! For the last week mom has just been screaming at me..she's like a bloody loose canon I really just need to get out do something with friends get my mind off things Like school..and boys..and family..and life
OoOo one good thing to look forward to Canadian Idol baby..so excited everyone's cheering me on saying Im gonna get to Tornoto..I just do it for fun lat time I wasn't even expecting to get to the celeb judges!? but now that i did last year my goal this year is to make it to Toronto!
Oh and booerns on who ever decided that we weren't going to Chicago for div choir anymore..I was soo excited now..they're saying Kenora bloody hell i dont want damn kenora i want chicago..not to mention the senoir jazz band from school is going to chicago god damn..anyways.. PEOPLE LETS DO SOMETHING BEFORE I DIE OF LONELINESS SITTING IN MY BLOODY HOUSE WATCHING TV.. NOT TO MENTION IM A LITTLE SICK IT SUCKS BIG TIME THO!!!!
current mood: crappy
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Wednesday, January 25th, 2006
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4:29 pm
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ok what a fucking day i wish it never happened.. i failed my french exam and the french course itself which is really hard on me since Ive never failed a course ever. and i wish their was some way i could graduate this year with a french diploma but i don't think that's possible..my schedule is booked for next semester so Im screwed. so everyone happy graduating without me and good luck in your futures as for me I think Im gonna go die in a corner.laterz I FOUND A WAY IM GONNA SWITCH TO ENGLISH TRACK!! THATS THE WAY I CHOOSE TO GRADUATE!!!YAY!! LETS HOPE I PASSED ENGLISH THIS SEMESTER!
current mood: depressed
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Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
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11:19 pm
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so no names are being mentioned in this..this is my boy freak out so if you dont want to read it dont. K well not a freak out more like a tell all with no names. lol Right so boy #1 is so darn cute although he can be a pain..i still love him but nothing could ever happen, nothings been the same between us after that night.. (if someone got who boy# 1 is wow not surprising) i kinda wish it never happened so it would be just like it used to..although..i do think the opposite alot. I just want him so bad.lol Anyways...there's a boy #2, he is such a darlin i love him..and soo talented at everything Im soo jealous of him i actually won't mind him either..i dont like him like boy#1 tho..still so adorable and hard to resist..ha k thats all oh and boys are stupid and complicating and for that i hate them..but still love him..and my mom thought i was a lesbian...ha so not..
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Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
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10:39 pm
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I just got internet in my room!!! so excited!!!! It's great! I need an escort for my birthday party cause i dont have a bf and i need to find one soon or the birthday party thing might not be happening.. Anthony and all his cleverness says i shold ask David T. personally i think that would be a bit awkard.. i could ask Joel..not to sure he'd do it though.. i think Anthony would be the easiest to ask not sure if he'd want to do it either im a lost cause guys...i guess i'll never know why guys run away from me.. hopefully i'll find a guy very soon if not party aint happening.. (tear) thats all bye
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Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
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5:06 pm
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I HATE SCHOOL! why does life suck so much escpecially mine... nothing seems to be going right and i realized how seriously i am a loser... i mean really its a bit sad really and i hate this all it sucks majorly! I wonder how many people hate me..do you ever wonder that right now I'm so curious... i could go on forever so i won't. later dudes..
current mood: depressed
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Friday, January 13th, 2006
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9:32 pm - 10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU
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I HATE THE WAY YOU TALK TO ME, AND THE WAY YOU CUT YOUR HAIR. I HATE THE WAY Y OU DRIVE MY CAR, I HATE IT WHEN YOU STARE. I HATE YOUR BIG DUMB COMBAT BOOTS AND THEY WAY YOU READ MY MIND. I HATE YOU SO MUCH IS MAKES ME SICK, IT EVEN MAKES ME RHYME. I HATE THE WAY YOURE ALWAYS RIGHT, i HATE IT WHEN YOU LIE. I HATE IT WHEN YOU MAKE ME LAUGH, EVEN WORSE, WHEN YOU MAKE ME CRY. I HATE IT WHEN YOURE NOT AROUND, AND THE FACT YOU DIDNT CALL BUT MOSTLY I HATE THE WAY I DONT HATE YOU, NOT EVEN CLOSE NOT EVEN A LITTLE BIT NOT EVEN AT ALL.
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Sunday, January 8th, 2006
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7:12 pm
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BOOERNS ON SCHOOL!!!!!! I HATE IT WITH A PASSION!!!! Not to mention i think i might miss the stupid auditions for U of M school of Music god damn!!! Oh but I did get a book!! The 3rd book of Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants!! I havent gotten way into it yet nothing exciting is happening! I did finish my french project just in time and I think it's actually decent! Still SHIT ENGLISH...i have missing assignments to do and hand in!! This is just craptastic! I HATE THIS, GOD DAMN!!! Anyways..I hope everyone had a great holidays!!!! No more freedom we have a stupid english exam tuesday! but after that free! I HATE THIS SO MUCH1!!!! LMAO look at all the exclamation marks i put.. that kinda makes me dizzy... thats it see y'all later. end.
current mood: crappy
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Friday, January 6th, 2006
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11:51 pm - I know I've done nothing and Im boring...
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[ ] I am shorter than 5'4. [ ] I think I'm ugly, even sometimes. [x] I have many scars. [ ] I tan easily. [ ] I wish my hair was a different colour. [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ ] I have a tattoo. [ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] have/I've had braces. [x] wear glasses/contacts. [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [ ] I have more than 2 piercings. [ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [ ] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents. [ ] I've run away from home. [ ] I've been kicked out of the house. [x] My biological parents are together. [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've had children. [ ] I've lost a child.
School/Work
[x] I'm in school. [ ] I have a job. [x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [x] I almost always do my homework. [ ] I've missed a week or more of school. [ ] I've been on the Honour Roll/Dean's List within the last 2 years. [ ] I failed more than 1 class last year. [x] I've stolen something from my job. [ ] I've been fired. [ ] I've skipped school.
Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. [x] Disney movies still make me cry. \ [ ] I've peed from laughing. [x] I've snorted while laughing. [x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [ ] I've glued my hand to something. [ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. [x] I've had my pants rip in public
Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment. [ ] I've gotten stitches. [ ]I've broken a bone. [ ] I've had my tonsils removed. [ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend. [ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. [ ] I had a serious surgery. [x] I've had chicken pox.
Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. [x] I've been on a plane. [x] I've been to Canada. [ ] I've been to Mexico. [ ] I've been to Niagara Falls. [x] I've been to Japan. [ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. [ ] I've been to Europe. [ ] I've been to Africa.
Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city. [ ] I've seen a shooting star. [ ] I've wished on a shooting star. [ ] I've seen a meteor shower. [x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. [ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator [ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [ ] I've been to a casino. [ ] I've been skydiving. [ ] I've been an abuse victim. [ ] I've gone skinny dipping. [ ] I've played spin the bottle. [ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. [x] I've crashed a car. [x] I've been Skiing. [x] I've been in a play. [ ] I've met someone in person from the internet. [x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. [x] I've seen the Northern Lights. [x] I've sat on a roof top at night. [ ] I've played chicken. [x] I've played a prank on someone. [x] I've ridden in a taxi. [ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [ ] I've eaten Sushi. [ ] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[x] I'm single [ ] I'm in a relationship. [ ] I'm engaged. [ ] I'm married. [ ] I've had someone cheat on me. [ ] I've gone on a blind date. [ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. [x] I miss someone right now. (not an ex) [ ] I have a fear of commitment. [x] I have a fear of abandonment. [ ] I'm in love. [ ] I've gotten divorced. [x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. [ ] I've had a crush on a teacher. [x] I am a cuddler. [x] I love to flirt. [ ] I've been kissed in the rain. [ ] I've hugged a stranger. [ ] I have kissed a stranger. [ ] I've accidentally flashed someone. [ ] I've purposefully flashed someone. [x] I've slept all night in a bed with a person of the opposite sex. [x] I've slept all night in a bed with a person of the same sex. [x] I've bitten someone. [x] I've been bitten. [ ] I am bisexual or homosexual. [x] I've kissed a member of the same sex. [ ] I've kissed a member of the same sex on the lips. [ ] I've made out with a member of the same sex. [ ] I've had sex/fooled around with a member of the same sex. [ ] I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with. [ ] I've slept with a co-worker. [ ] I've made out in an elevator. [ ] I've had sex in a car.
[ ] I've had sex in public. [ ] I've had sex in the shower. [ ] I've had sex in a sibling's bed. [ ] I've had sex in a parent's bed.
Honesty/Crime
[ ] I am a terrible liar. [x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [ ] I've snuck out of my house. [ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [ ] I am keeping a secret from the world. [x] I've cheated while playing a game. [x] I've cheated on a test. [ ] I've run a red light. [ ] I've been suspended from school. [ ] I've witnessed a crime. [ ] I've been in a fist fight. [ ] I've been arrested. [x] I've shoplifted.
Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol. [ ] I regularly drink. [ ] I've passed out from drinking. [ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. [ ] I smoke [ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. [ ] I'm a stoner [x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [ ] I can't swallow pills. [ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem AND WITHOUT WATER!
Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying. [x] I hate funerals. [ ] I've seen someone dying. [ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. [ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide. [ ] I've planned my own suicide. [ ] I've attempted suicide. [ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs. [x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. [ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. [ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. [x] I own something from Hot Topic. [ ] I own something from Pac Sun. [ ] I collect comic books. [x] I own something from The Gap. [ ] I own something I got on e-bay. [ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
Political/Social Attitudes
[x] In general, I don't like people. [ ] I'm a feminist. [ ] I'm very outgoing. [ ] I listen to political music. [ ] I'm Democratic. [ ] I'm Republican. [x] I'm liberal. [x] I don't like Bush because he is dumb. [ ] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up. [ ] I am for Bush. [x] I'm religious. [ ] I'm against homosexual marriage. [ ] I dress fairly modestly. [ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it." [ ] I'm pro-choice.
Random
[x] I can sing well. [ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. [x] I open up to others easily. [x] I watch the news. [ ] I don't kill bugs. [x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme [ ] I curse regularly. [x] I sing in the shower. [ ] I am a morning person. [ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. [ ] I'm a snob about grammar. [ ] I am a sports fanatic. [x] I twirl my hair [ ] I have "x"s in my screen name. [ ] I like being neat [ ] I love Spam (the canned ham) [ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day. [ ] I bake well. [ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue [ ] I would wear pajamas to school. [ ] I like Martha Stewart. [ ] I know how to shoot a gun. [x] I am in love with love. [ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [x] I laugh at my own jokes. [ ] I eat fast food weekly. [ ] I believe in ghosts. [ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. [ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. [x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [x] I am really ticklish. [x] I love white chocolate. [x] I bite my nails. [ ] I play video games. [x] I'm good at remembering faces. [ ] I'm good at remembering names [ ] I'm good at remembering dates. [ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
current mood: cold
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Monday, January 2nd, 2006
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8:32 pm
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when theirs no where else you want to be
when your with the people that you could be with forever
when you have a breakdown because you're never going to experience this feeling again with these people
when you're always happy or get over excited just cause you know you'll be there soon
when you know every single word even when your not in that song
when you have the best time in your life and die inside when you're not there
when you want to hug every single person in your sight because your just soo happy
when you know theirs no more drama of whos getting which part and you want the drama
when you want to cry every time you watch your self sing your song for the last time on that stage
when you step on the stage for the last time and you just burst out crying
when you cry so hard your hands start going numb, you get dizzy and start hyperventelating (that was me on the last night)
when you cry in warm up and get everyone else crying
when the whole cast has a group hug
and the final words of Brian (our amazing choreographer) after the show and tells us how he gives us the show and now he was giving us the rest of our lives
and remembering the rehersals, the teachers who made it possible, and most important the people who you wish you could spend forever with at the gas station theater
and just remembering everthing that came along with the feeling of being in "Les Miserables" our best school musical ever...
current mood: grateful
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Thursday, December 29th, 2005
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11:39 pm
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Oh god Im such a freaking loser!!!! k so i was searching around on myspace and crossed over sarah petty's myspace and read her entry right after m the musical was done.. it was so beautiful and made me remember so much and how much ill miss it and i felt like i could cry all over again... I truely wish i could so that show forever and it breaks my heart to know I never will ever again right so that was my ramble.. have a happy holidays everyone!
current mood: sad
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Sunday, December 25th, 2005
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11:29 pm - Jesusmas Time!!!
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ok soo christmas is always fun...visiting family, food, candy, ohh can't forget the presents not that thats the most important thing...anyways.. I thoughts I'd share what I got it's not alot but it sure it cool ok so i got a kareoke machine a real good one to !! with a built in screen and everything! 2 pairs of pj's, one of those chicken soup for the soul books, a watch and an 18" willy wonka doll he even talks he's a bit creepy but it's awesme and i love it!!! oh and a bit of money... thats it oh and candy did i mention cansy i got that to! anyways happy jesusmas to you all...
current mood: happy
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Friday, December 23rd, 2005
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8:26 pm
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My mom said i could have a new years party here.. Let me know if anyones interested and your plans for new years Merry christmas all...
current mood: bored
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